Welcome to my blog, where I talk about personal things, express opinions and reblog stuff that I like. Sorry about the mess. There are a lot of feels.
female/asexual/possibly pansexual/genderqueer. I don't neatly fix into boxes....unless they are very big boxes. Don't forget the airholes.
“You have to pay attention to the moments when you’ve felt on top on the world. I remember the first time I was on stage, I was doing ‘West Side Story,’ I was 17 and this woman was crying because she liked what I was doing so much. II Sometimes it’s okay to give yourself a pat on the back and say, ‘That was cool. That made me feel good.”
I just discovered after like seventy years that my grandma’s cat, the big ginger tom I used to look forward to playing with every school holidays out on the back verandah wasn’t even her cat
It was just some cat that showed up to eat leftovers
for fifteen years
[echoes of eleven blowing up cybermen to get information in the distance]
People who don’t love Nine are the dumbest.
People think that Nine is dark sullen and a killer. They’re wrong. Nine not dark. He’s light and happy and in love. He wear a leather jacket and is the closest Doctor the the Time War but he is not dark. He is a light person who is fighting his dark past. He knows what he’s done and is fighting to write his wrongs. He just wants everyone to live.
Eleven on the other hand is the exact opposite. People think he’s a puppy in a fez. They’re wrong. He is not happy and joyful. He’s careless. He is having adventures while ruining lives and killing people. He is the man who forgets. He has forgotten the pain he felt after what he did and now is so comfortable killing.
He doesn’t remember Nine. Nine, the Doctor with depression. Nine, the Doctor who fell in love with an nineteen year old shop girl who didn’t need a magic back story to be special. Nine, the Doctor who went and saved his friends without killing. Nine, the Doctor who chose to lose instead of causing loss.
Nine chooses to give up being a god. Eleven pretends he is a god. Nine would make a merciful god. Eleven acts like a vengeful god. Nine is a puppy in a leather jacket. Eleven is a a killer in a fez.